Now let’s not talk about friendship because it’s really making my head ache. Tonight I’m going to talk about a broken heart. By love. Why do people give up their in-shape heart and then ending up with a broken one when the love is over. They always say that first love never last…but my mom first love was my dad and how come they are still in love and all after 17 years of marriage. Love is a weird thing they say…..it can make you happy and it can crush you so far down that you wish you were dead….and then you think that you’re better off dead because nobody cares….when you know deep down plenty of love ones cared and would have made you better. But misery got the better of you. But that’s how people think when love bring them down or make them cry a river. But I got all this information is not from past experiences but from what I see all around me….people are crying because of love and some smile because of the same reasons. Others prefer to be alone and independent. So this is the advice I have for myself and will make my philosophy for love….if love end for me and I’m disappointed…. I’ll always cherish the good memories and then throw it away. I know a lot of you would say that it is easier said than done….but if a person force himself to let go…he will…slowly time healed….we just need to be patient. But let’s be in the shoe of the heart breaker…..but if you’re a player regardless of what gender you’re in….I’m just telling…might as well don’t read this…because you guys do not cherish at all…you only play the game. So don’t bother. I know it’s hard when you don’t feel the love from the other party. You tried not only once but a lot of time being in the other party shoes. You know they’ll get a broken heart and you care too much that you delay the break up. But as time went by, your love for him/her cannot be given because you just cannot feel the love from him/her. It makes no sense if you stay in the relationship….furthermore it is not fair for the other party. You stay awake all night thinking of nice words to end the relationship peacefully. What do you say when you meet him/her. Finally, tomorrow came like lighting. You met him/her. Your heart’s pounding. You’re afraid of hurting him/her. He/she smiles so bright but it didn’t capture your heart like it used to. You let go of the words…and now you wait….ok this is where suspension comes, right? You don’t want to feel guilty so you rather hear the words…yeah I was thinking about it too rather than I hate you…and he/she start crying. Some of you get away freely some don’t, so that’s the equal part of hurt or relief. If the other party accept the other party as a friend…both of you have loved and broken up and will forgive each other but still be friends and for the other…try to move on…it’s not that hard and there are still that someone out there. Love will never end in this world. If it does…the world would have end. Ok got to go.

a penny for my thoughts?