OMG! how long have i not been in here...it's unbelieveable. So much has happened and i am all depressed. i didn't even get to say how happy i was when i was with him. He's now avoiding me and i cannot do anything abt it. This is so unfair. Now he already broke up with me and i am all sad. Like hell. I really shouldn't have fall in love. I don't understand why i am the one punish and all. I hate myself now. I've wrote so much in my diary and wished he would understand! But he never will! Wish i could just make him understand that i am really lost without him. But I'll be strong and face the challenges all on my own!
But i know i am not alone... i still got friends i can rely on and turn to. I know for one fact that they have been there for me when i felt everybody left. I really cherished all my friends and i know i am blessed to have them in my life. This make me HAPPY! See how i am moving on???
Ok so let me not dwell on the pain i am feeling. So what has been going on? Well for me...i hope my dad suscribe that stupid internet thingy or i have to kill him! ha ha ha just joking. ok....i'll write more if i can...and tell u the whole story....see ya. PEACE!!

a penny for my thoughts?