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Name: Roshilla Binte Mohamad Jafri
Age: 16 Yrs Old
Gender:...Umm...I guess I'm Female??
Likes: Hmm...Innocence, purity, trust, peace,guys..
Dislikes: Liars, Backstabbers, Insecurities, bitches & Jerks, tappered ppl!!
School: Charlton Primary, Hougang Seconday School
Email:coolshilla@yahoo.com.sg OR me_shill@hotmail.com
Website: I have another webbie which PINS my thoughts at www.roshilla.blogspot.com

Well What can i say about myself? I am just a normal girl...Who has alot of confusion in her head. a person who like the rules that do apply. a person who is fill with a million contrdiction sometimes she make no sense. still wanna know me?

Friday, November 19, 2004

My life as a teenager was different from others. I couldn’t have anything I want, anytime I want them. Everything was difficult especially when my favorite uncle went to court for a case he was involved. A case that involved drugs. I was shocked when I heard that news. My uncle wouldn’t do that! I thought. When court verdict finally came, uncle was sent to 15 yrs imprisonment. My heart was broken. It would be better if my grandmother who promised to do her share broke her promise could have helped. To me, she’s such a liars and I hate liars. But seeing the pain in my dad’s eyes, I was grieved. How could someone hurt somebody so sincere and so nice from any others? How could they ever do that? How could a mother lie to her son and broke his heart when all along he had taken care of her, cherish her, loved her. And how could she do that when her son was one of her own. My head pounded with questions that no one can answer but god himself. But I have faith in god. Everything happens for a reason and I believe that someday he’ll show me the right path of life and lead me to happiness with my family and my uncle.
After seeing what a mother can do to hurt her son…I would never do that to my child. Or anyone. My dad has been a role model for me and I will always look up to him and be just like him. I will never betray him and I will take care of him all my life. Even if it is until the last breath I take. My father has been hurt so much and I wouldn’t want to hurt him anymore. I wouldn’t even let anyone hurt my dad again. EVER.

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Hey guys...i can't put my taggie here...but i can put my crap!! All about entertainment. Firstly, britney is married!!! I can't believe it! Avril has won a dress! mary-kate is anorexic! WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?



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